Josh Brage

Random Evening
August 20, 2007, 5:16 am
Filed under: Philosophical, Walk with God, Whatever

Honestly, I don’t know exactly what I am thinking/feeling right now. I feel some awkwardness. This is natural since I am in a transition. (Tomorrow I start at Orchard Road full time.) It is exceptionally weird for me since I am fairly socially sensitive. i want to know where I ‘fit in.’ Right now, I am having to meet a bunch of new people and begin relationships. That is fun and exciting. But I am a person who prefers comfort and routine. This is all new.

(Listening to: Phil Wickman: Self-titled upon Sean’s recommendation; love the style, will listen to for the next couple of days to pick up lyrics and feel. It is relaxed, but not boring. Definitely chill/work to music. Maybe worshipful, don’t know.)

Something I am currently learning/noticing in my life is that I do not like to be criticized. (All the people who know me at all are chuckling to themselves and rolling their eyes right now.) But seriously, I don’t like it at all. It makes me want to launch into people with my mouth and let them have it. Automatically. That is not right. I need God to take that from me. It is ego, stubbornness and ego. Lord, help me.

Finally, did you know that I have used the same deodorant everyday since 2002? It is true. Old Spice High Endurance Deodorant Mountain Rush. Everyday. I do not get anything else. I do not think about getting anything else. I do not want anything else. That is that.

Also, I don’t have to be at the office until 7:45ish now. That is awesome. I will probably feel like I am sleeping in all the time.


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I criticize you all the time. Do you hate me?

Comment by Mark Thomas

arrid xx morning clean ahs been my choice since 9th grade. Sometimes I have to settle for degree then it’s not available though.

old spice smells like BO it’s self. It’s like rubbing BO on yourself to cover up other BO.

Comment by Josh Mickelson

i don’t hate you. it is all in love. . . right? RIGHT!

Comment by The Hosh

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